Loss, Anger, depression, and acceptance…
The poem “Beyond the Water’s Edge” I shared was an experience of love, of grief and the stages of anger, loss, depression, and acceptance to moving on…
**Beyond the Water’s Edge**
Beyond that pier, where the ocean ripples
across the cloudy remnants of the morning,
I look for you, not where you once stood,
where the planks of rotting wood are weathered by
time and people’s footprints.
I hear you in the sea birds screams
I hear you in the laughter of the beachfront people
I feel you in the dampness of fall
and this woman rivets back to yesterday,
I don’t bring tears today like
the raindrops saturated with heaviness…
I stand here and smile.
I was never given the opportunity to
show you, true love— see, I didn’t care about your
perfectness, it was your scars and brokenness
that makes you perfect, those little imperfections.
I was never given the opportunity to
show you how touch with tenderness is
like a bandage that protects an open wound, cause
I would have…
I was never given the opportunity to
lie beside you and hear the song in
your heartbeats, to capture the wholeness
from the tussles of your hair to the tips of your toes—
to fight back sleep with pillow talk,
cause if I closed my eyes you wouldn’t be
there if I woke.
R and B music on iTunes makes my soul flutter—
a distant memory of you, it seems that
these places are as close as I will be to you.
Like, what I am supposed to feel with
your presence, your hand in mine,
we stand here staring into
the dark graying sky,
yet, inside the sun has risen
with beautiful light and heavenly song.— Linda J Wolff
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